Babes,
Am feeling nostalgic again all of a sudden. Wala lang, I just read some of your emails again. Hanggang ngayon, kinikilig pa din ako. Nakakatawa noh? Haaay… we were so in love with each other then. May mga promises din tayo sa isa’t-isa pero hindi natin tinupad lahat yon. Sometimes I still wonder what really went wrong. Hindi kasi masyadong malinaw yung dahilan or am I just softening the blow for me? Siguro nga its the latter.
I don’t know if I’ll ever find someone as sweet and thoughtful as you. Maswerte yung babaeng pakakasalan mo. I just hope she knows that. Nakakalungkot nga lang na hindi ako iyon but as long as you are truly happy, masaya na din ako.
Ah, alam ko na bakit naiisip na naman kita. Baka nga pala magkita kami ng kuya at ate mo. Gusto kong umiwas kasi ayokong makita pa kung ano yung nawala sa akin. I am almost over you and I don’t want to be reminded of you. Kaya lang sadya yatang ayaw tayong paghiwalayin ng tadhana ng ganon-ganon na lang. Ayoko nang mag-isip kung bakit, basta I’ll just take things as they come.
I guess what I’m really trying to say is that I miss you. I may have forgotten for a while but I still do. Baka nga ikaw ang greatest love ko! Yikes! May ganon ba? If only we could really be friends pero mas mahirap yata iyong ganon.
Miss talaga kita. I would give anything to turn back the time. I really wish I could so that I can hug you and hear you say you love me one more time.
Always,
Nikki
