I see you everyday and my heart continues to break a little each time. You are so near yet I couldn’t reach you. Will the pain ever go away? I know you didn’t make any promises and I didn’t either but still… I shouldn’t have allowed myself to hope, to dream, to wish.
You know what’s killing me? The questions going through my mind! I do not have a single answer to every question nor even a clue what the answers might be. I simply do not know what happened. Is it too much to ask what went wrong?
I let you in the deepest recesses of my heart but you still broke it. I let you in almost every corner of my mind but you still couldn’t understand. Should I just accept defeat?
Someday soon, I will start to pick up the little pieces but for now, let me grieve…
